I studied in a Catholic primary school when I was young. In those days, I am not really touched by the Words of God. They stayed in my mind and later became my weapons to argue with Christians. At my high school time, I started to read books on science, psychology and philosophy. I made very sound arguments against Christianity at those days. However, in the last year of high school, I chose to follow Jesus. At that time, my believe was still weak, frankly, I don't know much about what I believed in. Later on, I studied in America for my Ph.D in 1996, that's the time I met Jesus face to face, when I totally understood my weakness and started learning what is faith.

"The underlying foundation of the Christian faith is the undeserved, limitless miracle of the love of God that was exhibited on the Cross of Calvary; a love that is not earned and can never be."

- Oswald Chambers (1874-1917)

That's just a start, God was 'modeling' me in all these years when I was not in Hong Kong. All sufferings, heart breaking, loneness, depression, betrayal, became blessings in my life and help me to be refined.

Why have You chosen me?

Why have You chosen me out of millions of Your child to be

You know of all the wrong that I have done

Oh how could You pardon me forgive my iniquity

To save me, give Jesus your son

But Lord help me be what you want me to be

Your word I will strive to obey

My life I now give for You I will live

And walk by Your side all the way

I'm amazed to know that a God so great could love me so

Is willing and wanting to bless

His grace is so wonderful, His mercy so bountiful

I can't understand it I confess

Written by: Rodger Strader - 1976

I just don't want to forget people who helped me a lot on this rough road. Diana & William, Mike McQueen, Ruth & Brian, Renee & Elbert, Wai-yip, Wing-yee, Man-yee, Annisa and Ben, Ken, Linda & Dennis, Sally & Raymond, Connie, Jasmine & Sam, Cynthia & Billy, Sannie & her mom, Gek Woo, Sophia & Season, Stella & Dacon, Cissy ..... Just can't imagine what  can I do without their prayers.